I want to trust you. I want to trust you so much.
I want to live life happier, not to fret and be paranoid all the time.
It's not easy to be in such a state all the time. And it's no fun to get angry as well.
Why can't you make life easier for us? Why can't you understand what 'NO' means?
Why break rules when rules of such shouldn't be broken? Am I not enough?

If we go on like this, I would just have to tell you to go ahead with everything and tell me nothing.
Maybe then when I detach my emotions I would feel more at ease?

Life is so complicated.