I guess I've not been thinking much these days. My mind has been unusually silent and thus this blog has been as quiet.

But it is untrue that I've not been thinking at all, I'm sure you do need brain activity to keep you alive.. and I haven't been dead, so I guess there were some thoughts - none important enough to be shared though.

Kacuak is having his final presentation today. And as usual, I pitched in to help in some ways. Helped him with his report this time. It was... not as bad as Mr X's.

Another junior's graduating and I'm still around. And my life still hasn't changed from the past, and I still have not moved on. However, I'm consoled that this current life is temporary, that I will be making fruitful changes soon enough.

It's been 2 1/2 years, almost.. since my final presentation. I have been bumming for almost 2 years already. Okay, I admit I was working and I did learn new things and the experiences for these 2 years were equally beneficial in their own ways as contributions to this learning journey I call life.

It's just that.. hmm, compare these 2 years to the rest of my life (other than the previous bumming half year in 2002.. and the uncompleted A levels thing), these 2 years have been awfully 'nonchalant'. I can't find any other word and saying that they were uneventful or boring or monotonous just makes it a total lie.

Ahh... whatever.

I'm jobless. It's time to pack up and move on. I've had my holiday in Kluang and it was good. I've stuffed myself silly and now it's time to starve a bit.. :)

There are just moments that I want to spend crying, though. And I don't know why. I think I've too much brain activity over nothing.. Watched Armageddon and burst out in tears. Well, to think that Gracie and I have one thing in common. No daddy walking us down the aisle. Why bother looking for the right person then? ...