Wednesday, December 26, 2007

It's tough to let go, hard to move on.. yet it's really time to leave already.
I feel so hmm.. not disgusted, no. More like erm.. petrified? Not entirely as well. Not really regretful too. I guess I just feel this horrible feeling every time I recall that Mr X was once important to me in my life. The No. 1 guy indeed. Gawd, what horror those memories bring now. Why does life change so dramatically and so soon?

Not that I want any more repeats of the past. I just want to let go, and move on!

Post Christmas rambles

Today's Just's birthday. A significant date indeed. Another Christmas has just passed by.

I went for church camp last week. Was at the orang asli village, longhouse resettlement in Jinjang Utara and also visited CahayaSuara - the home for disabled women by the I.J sisters. Met a lot of young friends, some annoying and some very interesting. :) Had a blast and ate 'beruk' - a type of monkey. :P Hah.

Am having horrible earache. Brings flashbacks of high school days when I had earache. Gawd, I was so young then. I miss home.

Had a friends' gathering at Shabu2 during Christmas eve. Jov and I arrived early so we started eating first. SK arrived after that. Boo and Aivee were late, Jennifer the last. My ear was aching so bad I had to leave early, Boo wasn't well too.

The most touching situation for this entire year is waking up during Christmas morning finding my house all clean and almost all cleared by Jov and Zhen. Such a wonderful surprise, reminds me of how much I love these friends.. and why.

Went to Christmas morning mass alone. Everyone else were occupied, sleeping or not well. Hmm.. It was not as bad as the situation seems. Wore my new Punjabi suit! :)

Had lunch at Carl's Jr with ertie, wah and boo. :) It was an awesome lunch but I had earache la. Hmm..

Mydin experience was horrible. We waited a bloody hour just to pay for food.

Had a BBQ with the USJ2 family. It was a lovely celebration despite Jov and Just playing pranks on some useless guy la. Also celebrated Just and Zhen's birthday.

And as the days blow by, I wonder what tomorrow holds.

Tuesday, December 04, 2007

On a happier note, I can't wait to let old flames rekindle real soon! :)
You might think I'm stupid enough to be pushed around. You're wrong. So, very, wrong.