Vicky Ang is falling down, falling down, falling down. My back pain is causing my nerves to twitch so much it caused me to fall down and sprain both my ankles in the previous months, but lately, even without falling or walking, my right ankle has the ability to self-sprain. I even get that when I'm just sitting down.

I'm in so much pain I no longer have the ability to describe what I'm going through to my friends. I do not know what to do, but to just hold on and endure with the madness of being disabled but the ability to look completely well.

I'm so tired. I so want to give up.