Oh I shouldn't complain. I shouldn't, I never should. I have Joy, I have Ava.. and I have a few others in IC who still love me. Okay, not a few others.. many others.

So yah, about 30 or more of my friends left. Okay, more than 30.. what's the BIG DEAL? I can handle goodbyes and the after days, can't I? Am I not tough?

Honestly, I'm not.