I feel so uncertain about so many things, important things. I am still currently jobless. Apparently the higher authority's 'tomorrow' did not exactly mean 'tomorrow' but somewhat 'in the near future'. I don't even know if the word 'near' would seem appropriate. It has been almost a month. I am getting restless. Being jobless means being 'rather' penniless. Furthermore, with all the weird energy in me, it would be best to discharge the extra strength into some beneficial form (not in the Student Council way.. they do not pay me!).
For now, the most important thing is to finish up my last subject. A toughie. Personal reasons.
* sigh *
And unfortunately my sad story does not end here. There is still another huge dilemma. My degree. If I do not work at college, thus not getting a special discount.. would studying a degree in Mass Communication (Journalism) be the choice to take? Or should I consider other options? Perhaps going back to Kuching for a degree in Fine Art majoring in Photography? If I do move back, would I survive? Or would I just die off.. slowly? * sigh *
2 comments:
Well you know kuching is nice and I heard it's more lepak ;)
But I think you might just wither up and die. There'll be no one there to give you shit and make life interesting.
Yeah. * sigh *
I have friends there, but my life is basically all here.
On the other hand, what about my future? Will it be affected by my current urge to enjoy life?
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