In my dreams, someone told me. Only in my dreams the possibility of you being mine seems possible. Why? I ask this question so often I get sick of my own voice echoing in my head. It is impossible. You can't be mine, and that's it. I want you to just talk to me, smile at me. I want a hug from you! But of course, all that is and will be, impossible.
It is just so hard to ignore this annoying feeling I feel for you. I do not want to feel what I do feel, but I truly can't help myself. I smile when I see you. I freeze when you come close. I become speechless when I want to talk to you. I go breathless when you stand right in front of me.
This is so wrong. What seems even more wrong, is that when I think of you in college, you appear from nowhere. Is our college actually that small?
I dream of your smile. I dream of holding your hand. I dream of your promises for dreams that seem impossible in dreams. My dreams are real dreams. Dreams you dream at night, not dreams you dream when you're awake. I'm getting so obsessed. I should stop. I should let go. But how?
10 comments:
our college is kinda, erm... cursed? =P
You know people say that dreams are just manifestations of subconcious desires.
So that means I am dying to go to camp and have an unknown thing crawl about and eat my friends from their bunks at night.
lol...it sounds like u had too much supper... or that u watched too many horror movies... =P
I wanna supper now but too lazy.
Vic come and save me! Dan tertidur already.. :(
* sigh *
Juz, your dreams are so messed up. I think you're trying too hard to be mean. Now you sound like a maniac!!!
I do not know what to do during the nights. I guess I should just sleep. Yet sleep brings tormenting dreams of that person. Gee..
Caryn,
Our college is cursed. Let's run away.
Vic. I can't run away. You know why...
Don't la like that. You think I don't want to dream about frolicking bunnies meh?
;)
frolicking bunnies.... LOL
Jus,
I'm still tempted to change the coll word to prison. :P
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