Don't tell me it's going to be okay. Stop telling me that things will get better.

Just tell me that life is scary, full or shit and that I should be ready for death at every corner I turn or that the world is a horrible place and the only decent place to be is nowhere...

Other than from my family and really close friends, I feel no love. I feel no comfort. I feel no joy, no happiness. Life is harsh and life sucks so get real and get on with it.