Oh, Sunshine..

I'm feeling very lost now, very insecure as well. My dreams seem so far away, so out of reach, so beyond reality.

And when I needed someone to be there for me, Sunshine was still there. Radiating as usual, not abandoning me in the least way. Though going through exam period, Sunshine's still shining.

Oh what have I done? I can't turn back now. Taking this step for the future, I need to be firm. But why am I doubting my actions? Am I really so scared of life and my future? Am I really so dependent on Sunshine? Or has the years of being together crippled me in some areas of life?

I can't turn back, there's no turning back. The bridges have been burnt, by me. All by me.