I can't sleep. I've not been sleeping, all these thoughts seem to run wild in my head, battling among themselves. I've not felt more lost, or confused before. All these disturbing options, all the insane ideas.
I need to get a grip of myself. I need to remain sane.
Am I torturing myself in this manner to forget the pain I still feel from losing daddy? Or am I just a maniac who endless and sadistically enjoy the bliss of agony?
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