I'm meeting with my best friend for a drink tonight. Gee. It has been a long time. I don't think any sort of best friends would not meet for years for even a casual one on one meet. But we have had whole lot of time apart, without contact.

Best friend. It's just a title, actually. It's just like I'm saying that I would be meeting the CEO or a director or the president of some kind of organisation. It would just be a title. A darn title. You can give that bloody title to someone and they would not perform what the title suggests. Well the situation's just like that.

I sound so bitter. Why? I don't feel that bitter...