I had to come so far and take such a long time.. just to find out that though I've always wanted things to be perfect in the past, and in a very Victoria Ang way, it was perfect until 2006 came along.. and then things started to get a bit complicated. And after that I felt so much like a failure and things were not just NOT PERFECT, it was rather messed up, it was.

But it's alright. No matter how bad things were, it just shows that I'm not perfect and things don't get perfect but it's okay. I have friends and family and people who love me just the way I am. And that's what matters most.

So though I cry a bit now, I just miss the good old days. I'm fine already. I am.