I'm emotionally paralysed when I'm at home but as soon as I'm with my friends, tears just start streaming, if I let them.

I've had very great friends help me through. One who brings me to the chill by the beach in the middle of the night.. and another who just keeps me sane enough, yet insane in my own way.

And of course I've got you, Sunshine. You've been all I could ever ask for.

It's a trying period now but I'm sure I'll be alright after a few more bawling sessions upon returning to KL. And for the time being, I'll just hang on and 'hang in there'.