My heart's in pain. I'm feeling all too much.
I'm excited that Laos is just 3 days away.
I'm sad that Wednesday marks my last day in USJ..
It hurts to say goodbye. It hurts to know that goodbye's just around the corner.
My strings aren't cut. No farewell seems final. I don't even know when it's proper to cry.
Jan 20th or March 29th?
Giving away things soothe my mind but creates this tightness in the chest.
My things are slowly leaving No. 19.. with pieces of memories attached to them.
There goes the fridge and washing machine that mommy gave to me.
Soon WLW 8276 will be going to Pin too. Daddy's most precious gift to me ever.
I'm having doubts on my actions, but I've never been more sure about anything.
It's time to move on, Vicky. It really is.
14 boxes have been sea-mailed back home. A few more will be following suit.
Some things will be airasia-ed together with Joevie and Rick in July, others will
be mine to bring over in March.
They're all just THINGS, right. Materials that help make life easier? Things accumulated
through the years. Why all these emotions where they go or when they go?
I can't seem to cry and that seems wrong too.
I need to learn how to take things easy. It's time to learn, it's not too late.
1 comment:
Sweetheart, there's still time to re-think things. You're one tough cookie and I know you'll just sail through all of this. But it shouldn't have to be this hard.
P/S. Uhm. I might be leaving this year to live and work in Korea for a bit. Big might cuz if my mum or dad faint when I tell them, it's going to be a mightn't. Supplies! :-P
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