So I left KL yesterday afternoon at 3.25 pm and as the plane took off, my KL life ended. I've bid farewell to a fair lot of people who made my 5 years and 3 months in KL bearable.
My heart hurt and I wanted to cry so badly but I kept telling myself that KL will always be close to heart.
It's over. Life there. And new adventures are waiting for me. I admit the fear of not knowing what tomorrow brings, but I'm too psycho to actually let myself fear too much. The mystery of my after days actually creates an adrenaline rush that I enjoy. I am nuts.
Will be bumming in Kuching for a month. After that I might be in Seoul for a week for the East Asian Session, and then to Bali for some sun with Pin.
Life's finally starting for me again. I guess I'm too chicken shit to truly enjoy it for now.
Monday, January 21, 2008
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
Talk about fusion la.
My heart's in pain. I'm feeling all too much.
I'm excited that Laos is just 3 days away.
I'm sad that Wednesday marks my last day in USJ..
It hurts to say goodbye. It hurts to know that goodbye's just around the corner.
My strings aren't cut. No farewell seems final. I don't even know when it's proper to cry.
Jan 20th or March 29th?
Giving away things soothe my mind but creates this tightness in the chest.
My things are slowly leaving No. 19.. with pieces of memories attached to them.
There goes the fridge and washing machine that mommy gave to me.
Soon WLW 8276 will be going to Pin too. Daddy's most precious gift to me ever.
I'm having doubts on my actions, but I've never been more sure about anything.
It's time to move on, Vicky. It really is.
14 boxes have been sea-mailed back home. A few more will be following suit.
Some things will be airasia-ed together with Joevie and Rick in July, others will
be mine to bring over in March.
They're all just THINGS, right. Materials that help make life easier? Things accumulated
through the years. Why all these emotions where they go or when they go?
I can't seem to cry and that seems wrong too.
I need to learn how to take things easy. It's time to learn, it's not too late.
I'm excited that Laos is just 3 days away.
I'm sad that Wednesday marks my last day in USJ..
It hurts to say goodbye. It hurts to know that goodbye's just around the corner.
My strings aren't cut. No farewell seems final. I don't even know when it's proper to cry.
Jan 20th or March 29th?
Giving away things soothe my mind but creates this tightness in the chest.
My things are slowly leaving No. 19.. with pieces of memories attached to them.
There goes the fridge and washing machine that mommy gave to me.
Soon WLW 8276 will be going to Pin too. Daddy's most precious gift to me ever.
I'm having doubts on my actions, but I've never been more sure about anything.
It's time to move on, Vicky. It really is.
14 boxes have been sea-mailed back home. A few more will be following suit.
Some things will be airasia-ed together with Joevie and Rick in July, others will
be mine to bring over in March.
They're all just THINGS, right. Materials that help make life easier? Things accumulated
through the years. Why all these emotions where they go or when they go?
I can't seem to cry and that seems wrong too.
I need to learn how to take things easy. It's time to learn, it's not too late.
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