Monday, November 21, 2005

When Water Flows Out

My tears are brimming and I don't even know why. I don't know why I'm feeling so sad, I don't know why I feel like crying.. I don't know why life has to seem so complicated. I don't know why friends have to leave or change. I don't know why great things have to come to an end. I don't even know why someone has to feel so alone in this world.

I guess I could just go home, crawl into bed and watch movies to cheer myself up. However, I don't really want to do so. What I want to do is to smoke and smoke like a chimney while I cry all these sadness and insecurities out. Why the change and why emotions?

I am wishing once more to be emotionless like how some people can be.

2 comments:

justine said...

Change will come eventually for good or for bad. if you can't stop it, then you should embrace it.

Saves you the trouble of fighting it.

jiahling said...

hmm...
me thinks i'm a part time water spout...since my tears oso drip every now n then...

i'm useless... so sue me =P