Monday, November 21, 2005

I just want to cry.

I don't know why I'm feeling so sad today. I feel that everything has changed and more will change real soon. I can't control what I feel but what's worse, I can't control all these changes.

I don't want to live in this grown up world. Everything's too complicated for me. What with responsibilities, a cruel heart and cruel situations with cruel people.. these cruel facts are just too hard to bear.

I always thought I could handle things well, I guess not. There are days like today that I'm reminded once again how weak I can be and how immatured my mind set is.



Oh.. and I have this teeny tiny crush on this very funny person. Yeah, like that's nice. * sigh

4 comments:

jiahling said...

crush? funny person? who?

i oso wanna cry ma...

cry lo...

it'll make u feel better.. =)


well at least for me..

Vicky said...

I can't cry. I still can't cry. My eyes water a bit now and then but I can boo-hoo it all out. I make myself watch sad movies to cry, but I just can't.

My centre's Mandarin tutor. He's charming. I'm dumb.

justine said...

Cut onions.

Vicky said...

Easy to say