Coming to Seoul made me realise a few things.

*It gets a bit lonely when the weather is cold.
*Snow is best seen and experienced with your loved ones.
*No matter where you are won't determine how easy it is for you to let go.
*Running away from handling emotions will still stain your eyes with unshed tears when you finally embrace the situation.
*My heart can never be divided. It somehow just added on some extensions.
* Forcing yourself to forget is cruel.

(As of end February 2008)

Here's for you, Boo.. my sunshine.

Thank you for walking me through this journey of more than 6 years.
Thank you for being my sunshine through the darkest days.
Thank you for your everlasting tender, loving, care.
Thank you for always thinking what's best for me.
Thank you for making me smile when all I could do was to cry.
Thank you for being my listener, when nobody wanted to listen.
Thank you for being the shoulder for me to cry on.
Thank you for teaching me how to truly love.
Thank you for all you've meant to me, all you mean to me.
Thank you for being you.

I will always love you, Boo. But I have to let you go now. I'm sorry.

I'm here now so there's no reason to look back, right? I'm missing home already. Am missing everyone so much. It's normal to fear the future when you live life 'go nomad', right?

Oh I need some air.

Sobbing from within.

I have lived with you as a huge part of my life for more than 6 years already. Every single step I took, every breath I breathed.. Every moment of those years, you played such a significant role. Through the days that I've done wrong, I'm sorry for all the hurt that I brought to you.

I love you. I still do. I love you so much it hurts that goodbye has arrived at our doorstep. If I do not let you go now, I will harm you more than you know. I will cause more pain, pain you do not deserve. I need you to understand that no matter how much I feel for you, no matter how it cuts my heart and my soul, I still need to let you go.

My heart aches in sour anguish yet tears refuse to flow. I fear the future. I really do. But what must be done, must be done.

Goodbye, my love. And thank you for being the most important person in my life.

There are days when I wish you were still around. Daddy, I still miss you so.