It took me 6 1/2 years to gather the courage to face my past. I was mad for almost 6 years and with further preparation, embraced whatever remained of my friendship and moved on.

Is history repeating itself again? Am I just doomed to meet people with heart problems, have fights with them, suffer alone and embrace history 6 years later?

I don't want whatever that happened before to happen again. I want to be friends with him again.