Identity

It's useless not being me, when all I am and the best that I can truly be is as me.

What I do today, will be reflected perhaps, tomorrow? However there is just so much that I can do. If I have tried my best today, to make my tomorrow as beautiful as it can be but someone out there comes along and destroy my perfect plan, there's nothing else I can do but practice patience, tolerance and perseverance. (or depend on my spontaneous reactions?)

Nevertheless, I believe that God is good and that if I do my best today, He will be there to help me to make my tomorrow a better day as well.

In You Lord I trust, and for You Lord I offer up all my tomorrows. Help me to be patient and not live my today(s) only for my tomorrows but to savour each moment that I have been blessed with and cherish all that I have been given.

Question of the day
Who am I and what is it that I must do before I die?

Answer of the question of the day
I am Vicky and Vicky is as best as Vicky gets. I must serve the people and complete God's mission for me before I die. ^^

On a happier note, I have a date with Kuya Bernard soon! We're going to watch UP the latest Pixar movie. Can't wait~ No idea when the movie will be released though! ^^ Whatever it is, a date's always fun! I hope he buys me popcorn!

I'm not exactly happy today.
Why?

No. 1 My torn contact lens (still in my eye) is bugging me. I really want to take it out, rip it apart and splatter it around but I don't have my eye glasses with me, nor are there any shops opened for me to get a replacement pair. Ergh.

No. 2 I have no idea whether this whole possible relationship thing is going to work out. I know I should be patient and pray more. Sigh, the human in me is restless.

No. 3 I think I ate too much so I'm feeling bloated now. @@

No. 4 I kinda miss the good old days. Oh, who am I kidding? Charles, I miss you!!!! Where in the world are you now? (the answer is Korea, of course.. @@)

No. 5 I feel lazy even thinking about the work load waiting for me back in UP. Though I know I will somehow pull through this difficult situation, I am still doubting my true knowledge of things. Am I really grasping what I need to absorb within this 4 year time frame to be good enough to face the world out there?

Sigh. Whatever la.